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Tuesday, 30 August 2016

My Ola Is Back

Today the 30th of August 2016 I dreamed a really weird dream, 

My dead cat Ola returned back from death, here how it all started... 

We were all in the airplane flied by My Mom, and I really really felt this thing (Breathing taking) when you start to take off, a couple of minutes ago My elder sister start screaming that there's an engine failure and she returned back ( I felt really weird, I was hurt physically) to the runway but weirdly the run way was a field of plant green plants, out of nowhere a bunch of African kids showed up in from of the Plane, I was screaming like hell, and suddenly we are on land already landed I think I Screamed a lot to the point I didn't feel the landing), this is where we was all out of the plane and I start seeing my cats everywhere, I run into them checking if they are okay or not, thanks to god they were okay but weirdly I found among them my dead cat Ola, She was still pretty as she always was, I didn't feel weird that I saw my dead cat it felt so normal as if it had been always with me, I held all my cats and went home, out of nowhere my Ola become to lose her hair and was fully bald suddenly time changed with my Elder Sister (Ola was her first cat as well) and she start stating things happened more than 2 years ago before Ola was dead, as if my elder sister became Ola and she start asking when are we planning to go visit our aunt and that she's hungry and want Kebab something alerted in my mind that this was My Ola not my elder sister, My Ola wasn't a great eater she was always thin so for her asking to eat I felt like maybe she's coming back and won't leave us again and want to stay with us I start lying to my Ola (Elder sister) about the time that for example today yes its October 2014 weirdly my Ola died only 2 months later in December 2014.  

I gave my Ola food, she ate it I was super exited. 

Then... I woke up 

Maybe I couldn't bear another departing another farewell. 

Saturday, 18 February 2012

Changmin 오빠 생일 축하해

오빠 생일 축하해 ♥ ~ i drew this one for my Changmin Oppa ♥ ~Happy birthday to you ♥~

Sunday, 29 January 2012

이루마, 신용재, 美(미), Bigtone - Global Project / Kiss The Rain English Translation


~You never know what you had.
~Until it slips away.
~When time passes,even if its years
~Would you still know my heart?
~How much how much how much did i
~Sincerely have loved you
~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I love you
~"I love You" I miss those words so much.

It‘s too late to say goodbye.too late to wipe your eyes.I wanted to say i'm sorry but
she'd abandoned me for someone else
no matter how much i resist,
i shout out her nameshe's running out my life
You want to burn out my heart just tell me
What the hell you're running away.
I don’t know what to do.
so lost. dying slow without you



~Life without you, its like lonely footsteps that makes me un-able to breath.
~give me a while so i can go back again.
~As time goes by ,even if its years (As time goes by)
~Would you still know my heart?
~How much how much how much did i? (so many times)
~have been waiting you in tears.
~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea (you just don’t know)
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I love you I love your face
~ If i can see it one more time
~ how you doing, are you happy without me?
~Are you doing fine by yourself, or do you cry in your sleep.

Today too I was forced to smile so i can spend the day
but when the sun sets is weeping into my room while i'm alone.
slowly i'm crumbling & feeling trapped.
Love is pain, a survives sin , a cruel game and I'm a player .
As me living like this its seems like a sad drama in the end
another sad love song played on piano keys
melody, i'm replaying it but its like just sad memories


~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea (You just don’t know)
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I Love you I Love you (these three words)
~I really missed it
~but Now its okay



Copyright to : leoscorpion.blogspot.com

이루마, 신용재, 美(미), Bigtone - Global Project / Kiss The Rain English Translation


~You never know what you had.
~Until it slips away.
~When time passes,even if its years
~Would you still know my heart?
~How much how much how much did i
~Sincerely have loved you
~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I love you
~"I love You" I miss those words so much.

It‘s too late to say goodbye.too late to wipe your eyes.I wanted to say i'm sorry but
she'd abandoned me for someone else
no matter how much i resist,
i shout out her nameshe's running out my life
You want to burn out my heart just tell me
What the hell you're running away.
I don’t know what to do.
so lost. dying slow without you



~Life without you, its like lonely footsteps that makes me un-able to breath.
~give me a while so i can go back again.
~As time goes by ,even if its years (As time goes by)
~Would you still know my heart?
~How much how much how much did i? (so many times)
~have been waiting you in tears.
~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea (you just don’t know)
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I love you I love your face
~ If i can see it one more time
~ how you doing, are you happy without me?
~Are you doing fine by yourself, or do you cry in your sleep.

Today too I was forced to smile so i can spend the day
but when the sun sets is weeping into my room while i'm alone.
slowly i'm crumbling & feeling trapped.
Love is pain, a survives sin , a cruel game and I'm a player .
As me living like this its seems like a sad drama in the end
another sad love song played on piano keys
melody, i'm replaying it but its like just sad memories


~I didn't know my heart, i had no idea (You just don’t know)
~How long you've been desperate [ sad ].
~I love you I Love you I Love you (these three words)
~I really missed it
~but Now its okay



Copyright to : leoscorpion.blogspot.com

Saturday, 9 April 2011

Thursday, 24 February 2011

Wednesday, 9 February 2011